going to say im over you, because im not. but i will say that i am slowly getting used to you not being in my life and not being the man that i want anymore. unfortunately, sometimes my drunk ass will slip up and make the mistake of texting you or calling you. and i hate myself the next day for doing that. but everyday i get closer and closer to moving on from you. and when that day comes, it will feel amazing. because i deserve more than you can give. atleast right now. and that’s okay. i guess i just expected too much from you after you told me that you were different from the rest. but all in all, i can finally say that i am genuinely happy to be where i am right now in my love life :) i just needed to express that
Rewind back to that night when everything felt right & you held me in your arms. When we danced & you kissed my lips. Every time I think about that night, It makes me realize how good I had it & how much I miss it. And I don’t know what to do because you’re the only one I want. I don’t pay attention to the boys that try to talk to me, because in the back of my head I’m thinking about how much I like you. And I know I’m crazy for thinking this, but I just want you to know that you’re the only one I care for right now. I just wish I could tell you this and I hope some day soon you stumble upon this post and read it & think about that night.